Awakening

Awakening

The real awakening 
is not an awakening to your day 
but an awakening to your life. 

It occurs with the gradual casting of light 
on the glorious mess of your life; 
when you realize, no matter 
how brightly you shine, 
you will still cast a shadow; 
when you know, no matter 
how carefully you tread, 
you will still leave dirty footprints 
in the lives of others; 

when you recognize 
the only way forward 
is to walk with your head held high 
even though you will fall short of the mark
and you will never quite fulfill your promise.

You awaken when you know
the next step you take will land you 
right in the middle of that glorious mess 
that you call your life;

and you take the step anyway
unconditionally, wholeheartedly 
because there is no where else 
you would rather land 
than in your own life.

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No matter how hard we try to be good or to live well, we will inevitably make a mess of things. It is part of being human and we have to learn to live with the mess and do our best to clean it up or to make the most of it or, simply, to come to terms with the fact of it. One requisite of living with heart is the willingness and ability to embrace your faults and flaws and to accept your mistakes and missteps, doing your best to learn from them and live better lives because of them. How willing are you to face the messes of your life?


Awakening is included in my upcoming book: The Undiscovered Country: How to Live in Your Own Heartland, which is both a book of poetry and a workbook to explore how you can find and follow a path with heart. To learn more: